Against All the Lessons Learned

Is this it? I don't know. Why don't you understand that you can make me happy, not just hope I can be happy? Is that so hard to comprehend? I don't normally drive myself nuts like this. But there you go. This is me now. Sometimes I wish the sweetness had never taken place, back to the time when everything was still in a blur. (Well, it still is, eh?) Do something.